I am having one of those days....
One of THOSE days.
And it reminded me of our deep sensitivity as a family, and our tendency to brave it alone, as the secret hurt rises in silence.
I love you all so much.
And here are the thoughts I wrote down earlier tonight.
"So what is it? I feel abandoned and I have not been.
I feel hate and anger and pain for the ways I have been wronged (with an ever shifting target) and I have not been.
What carries this untruthful weight?
Is this about being something?
It could be.
It may be."
With honestly love will be the champion of feelings among us.
I can honestly say I love you both dearly, and that you amaze me.
In case I hadn't said it lately....
Love,
Your daughter, your sister, the one who loves you without condition.
One of THOSE days.
And it reminded me of our deep sensitivity as a family, and our tendency to brave it alone, as the secret hurt rises in silence.
I love you all so much.
And here are the thoughts I wrote down earlier tonight.
"So what is it? I feel abandoned and I have not been.
I feel hate and anger and pain for the ways I have been wronged (with an ever shifting target) and I have not been.
What carries this untruthful weight?
Is this about being something?
It could be.
It may be."
With honestly love will be the champion of feelings among us.
I can honestly say I love you both dearly, and that you amaze me.
In case I hadn't said it lately....
Love,
Your daughter, your sister, the one who loves you without condition.
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